'I AM YOUR FATHER'
Well those are certainly words that you would never want to hear if you knew that your father was a screw-up or did something bad. My father is one of those that are screw-ups. He can't do anything right according to my mother, and as hard it is for me to say, I must agree with her. From the beginning he has achieved great things and lost great things. It is sad that he is one of those people who have too much pride to listen to others and do things 'his way'. Unfortunately his way leads to certain doom at times, and is best avoided.
Recently, I have begun to see the side of my father only my mother has, the side that loses money and has no capability to save up money. This is so horrible that, at times, I am tempted to knock the teeth out of his mouth. But seeing that he is my father, I can only hope that he change, or take everything he has for myself and send him to do simple tasks that does not involve money. But that's not going to happen for a long time, and hopefully what he has now he won't lose before I step up to do his job.
They say that part of growing up is seeing that your father is not that hero you once thought he was. But in my case, I saw that ages ago, in 5th grade actually. It was when I first saw my family problem, and dear old dad was to blame. For the sake of my family, I shall not say what it was, but it was terrible. In fact, it is the most terrible thing a husband can to a wife.
So I guess I was introduced to the reality of life too early. Now it haunts me. I know I am not the only one to face these problems, but I guess I myself have grown hardy from it at an early age. I was not traumatized, at least not to my knowledge, and I did not suppress any memories. I remember everything and I am not afraid to look back at what happened. I only learned, and perceived. And from then onwards, I began plotting.....THE PLOT
Recently, I have begun to see the side of my father only my mother has, the side that loses money and has no capability to save up money. This is so horrible that, at times, I am tempted to knock the teeth out of his mouth. But seeing that he is my father, I can only hope that he change, or take everything he has for myself and send him to do simple tasks that does not involve money. But that's not going to happen for a long time, and hopefully what he has now he won't lose before I step up to do his job.
They say that part of growing up is seeing that your father is not that hero you once thought he was. But in my case, I saw that ages ago, in 5th grade actually. It was when I first saw my family problem, and dear old dad was to blame. For the sake of my family, I shall not say what it was, but it was terrible. In fact, it is the most terrible thing a husband can to a wife.
So I guess I was introduced to the reality of life too early. Now it haunts me. I know I am not the only one to face these problems, but I guess I myself have grown hardy from it at an early age. I was not traumatized, at least not to my knowledge, and I did not suppress any memories. I remember everything and I am not afraid to look back at what happened. I only learned, and perceived. And from then onwards, I began plotting.....THE PLOT
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